Oct 16, 2005
heroin baby

they call me that at work for obvious reasons. read tims blog, at least he's moving on. I'm happy that he may have found someone else. fun weekend not having school. I am updating because I'm at JD's place and am using his computer listening to Peace Frog by the Doors. worked at Gateway yaesterday, it was easy. I stupidly left me cigs and lighter there and I am still kicking myself for it. Damn! Got Cable Now!! I went to wally world and got my hair cut on friday. also got InuYasha movie 3. It was awesome. and got the Grey's Anatomy Soundtrack.

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Oct 12, 2005
sick day

WHO ARE THESE PEOPLE ON MY POST BOARD!!!

   I really want them to go away. they just post to have sex on my board and i hate it and want them to go the bloody hell AWAY!!!!!

   Done with V for Vendetta, awesome ending. nothing to say really.
   On Anne's blog she mentions that I seem uncaring, callous, and hollow. I thought about it and realized that I am... I am callous, and hollow to the outside world. Then I decided to explore why I am. I thought about that and came to the conclusion that it's how i was raised, my father is the same way and so is my brother, that is how I've been programmed. The only emotion that I don't have trouble showing is anger. I don't let myself get emotionally attached and I don't show emotion. I can't any more. I even have trouble when I am alone with emotion. It's like there not there and that scares me. I am cold, callous, and hollow, Anne was right. I feel nothing when someone dies or is hurt. And I wish that it wasn't that way. I wish that I could feel. I am a really screwed up person.

   Took a sick day today, it was okay, sat around and watched T.V Guide channel all day, then came to night class.
thats about everything.


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Oct 5, 2005
"V For Vendetta"

"Remember,remember. The Fifth of November"

every body needs to read V For Vendetta.  It is the best book that I have ever read in a very long time. Plus it is now a movie that is schedualed to be released in march. not much else to say it has been a fairly uneventful week.  For the trailer of V For Vendetta, go to www.vforvendetta.com it is going to be awesome!!! 
How to make a jeremy
Ingredients:
1 part success
3 parts self-sufficiency
5 parts instinct
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Serve with a slice of curiosity and a pinch of salt. Yum!




J Juicy
E Enchanting
R Radical
E Exciting
M Magical
Y Yucky


Your Icecream Flavour is...
French Vanilla!
You're a smooth and silky suave type! You exude class and you believe in tradition. A classical taste who doesn't like things to be too flashy or showy. Climb the Eiffel tower of taste with a spoonfull of you! Oui Oui!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


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Sep 28, 2005
It's been a while

Hi everyone I haven't updated since may 16. I am now at xanga, it's more accessable
I have found a home since I last updated and I am not with tim. other then that if you want to know anything go to my xanga it's jerlawrence. for weekly update come here.

Of All The Gin Joints In All The World Lyrics


You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am
Sometimes I just want to know what it's like to be you
We're making out inside crashed cars
We're sleeping through all our memories
I used to waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste it dreaming of you)

Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase
Like I'll never be the same

You only hold me up like this
Cause you don't know who I really am
I used to waste my time on
Waste my time on
Waste my time dreaming of being alive (now I only waste it dreaming of you)

Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains my pillowcase
Like I'll never be the same

I've got headaches and bad luck but they couldn't touch you, no
I've got headaches and bad luck but they couldn't touch you, no
I'm not trying
You only hold me up like this

Turn off the lights and turn off the shyness
Cause all of our moves make up for the silence
And oh, the way your makeup stains
Like I'll never be the same





 


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May 16, 2005
rainy gay

It is official, our land lord sold our house and we have to be out in 30 days, we don't know where we are going to go but hopefully it is to another house and not back on the street like in 5th grade. I have no idea what to do but I have to take it as it is and hope that we find a new place before our 30 days our gone or I'm screwed.
  I wanted to come today tim but I needed to update my blog to the current event in my life & how it really scares me and I don't know what to do.
Its raining out right now, like my mood. It's a rainy day and I'm a rainy gay.

this picture is cool.
Map of Orion

And there, of course, dangling from his belt: Orion's Sword.

That ain't no sword.

How could proto-man, on first seeing Orion above him, have seen a "sword" there? They hadn't been invented yet. It's too obvious what that line of stars would have signified in that constellation long, long ago, before the bare-naked truth became shrouded in the heavy drapes of human myth and fable. Is it not wonderful, then, that the Hubble Space Telescope should have revealed that the brightest star in Orion's Dick isn't a star at all but a nebula, and that within this seminal cloud, protostars are forming?

Our distant descendants might yet get to see Orion come before he goes. 

This is actually true and halarious!!


Awesome.


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May 11, 2005
stuff happened

I got home today and found out that my dad had been robbed, and our landlord is trying to sell our house, I don't want to move again. I've moved enough in the past eight years and I am sick of it, I hope that the guy doesn't want to buy the house because we will have nowhere to go.
But I have to be upbeat and positive, @ least the year is almost over and I'm going to Valley Fair on wednesday and star wars on thursday and we are starting to film soon.

This is a cool sandman picture.

Cool Mushroom picture!

Weird Picture

funky

I love this painting!!

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May 10, 2005
confused

I am confused I got to Q2 and there was only Isa and two other people there and they didn't know what was going on either. So I came to the library and saw melissa and she said that tim had just been here. She bugged me forever just to see her pictures and I think this guy that she helped make a blog has a complete thing for her, it is so obvious that he likes her, Wake Up Melissa, The Guy Likes You!!!!


Chobits #5 is the current chobits I am on!!

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May 9, 2005
Monday Madness

This has been the strangest monday in a long time. I woke up late at 7:45, had to ride my bike to school and it is a long way from downtown to North on a bike, but I was only ten minutes late for first hour. The rest is pretty much normal until I have to ride my bike home, I'm about a fourth of the way up Star Ave. and it starts to pour, I am soaked when I get home at 3:15, walk to bus station and take bus to work, on fries for an hour and sweating like a fat man who saw a donut, backline for two hours and back to fries for a half an hour, get to leave early. Walking out into the parking lot when Alissa from work asks if I can help her unlock her car because she locked her keys in, I pop the lock in about two minutes snd she gives me a hug, an cig, and a ride to the library, it felt so cool breaking into her car for her.

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May 8, 2005
Soooooooooooo Sorry Tim :~(

Tim I really wanted to be there for your Big Day, but they wouldn't let me have the day off at work, I told them that I was getting a really bad cold and they said to take some medicone(i can't remember how to spell that, is it medicine?)I hate Dave the manager he is the one who likes to torture me by putting me on fries. I tried to call you when I got home but you weren't there and I really miss you and feel really really really really really really bad for not being there.
SO THIS IS FOR YOU ON YOUR VERY SPECIAL DAY
(warning explicit content only for Tims eyes)
 
Delicious huh?


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May 6, 2005
Hey, it's been a while

I am so sick of my layout, it hasn't changed in months.

 Yes I know it's been a while since I updated, I just have an over worried father.


The guy in this pictures name is Ranma Saotome, The girl in this picture is also Ranma Saotome. ?What? you say. Do to an ancient chinese curse when ever cold water is thrown on Ranma he turns into a beautiful red-headed girl that also has the same pigtail as Ranma. His father turns into a panda and the stories are halarious. Please read this extensive series by Rumiko Takahashi the creator of InuYasha!!
(This has been an example of my new process of discussing and suggesting books for the public)

This Movie Rocks, don't leave to see it without a towel, and don't forget

This is the depressed robot Marvin, him and Zaphod are my two favorite characters.

Can't wait till the final Star Wars premiers

AWESOME!!!


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